Darkness
Journal Entry: Mon Jul 21, 2008, 3:17 AM
- Mood:
Hostile - Listening to: Hoobastank - Crawling in the Dark
- Reading: Friedrich Nietzsche - The Birth of tragedy
- Watching: Slayers Revolution
- Playing: I don't know...Alive or Death...I'm so confuse
- Eating: nothing...
- Drinking: nothing...
How many times do you wonder about it? how many times did you ask to yourself "is this the real me?" "Am I being devoured by something more?"...
Foolishness...
The ones who ask those questions to themselves are the ones who can't be part of Darkness. Why? because Darkness is eating them, they're being consumed by this and they cannot escape. They even change their most valuable ideals...
But for We, the creatures that lurks in Darkness, We are not meal, neither food of Darkness. We are the ones that determine who's the king and who's the horse. Do you know how two persons, in equals conditions and capabilities ended in different roads...one in the citizens' and the other in the king's. That's because the instinct, the hunger of power, strength, victory, kill..that's the instinct that keep you alive, keep you in the top, the instinct of fight 'till the end. And that instinct only belongs to who reside in Darkness. It don't eat us, We eat that...from the start of our very souls, the very moment when our stars set the begin of our life, from that moment on We're settled as Dark Creatures, and Destined to Eat Darkness, to turn this into our power, our sword, our shield...We control it, not the opposite, and that make us stronger than anyone who get in front of us...and the worst for those who dare to stand in our way.
Remember, you cannot defy a creature of Darkness not if you're not one of us and you should not think you are greater than us, 'cause angels and other light being do that, despising us, spitting on our face right from above. But later they realize that they own saliva falls on their faces...at the time when We stab them with our Darkness.
Now you're thinking We're evil creatures, but we're not good or evil, we're just us...nor less. We do what we have and what we want to do...our intentions are just the reflection of our eyes and so, of our soul.
And now you're wonder if we're capable of love...who can ever learn to love a beast?...'cause to the eyes of the world, that's what We're, they cannot understand us, and because of that, they fear us and eventually, they'll hate us. But We're demons and we need to be love, just like anybody else does.
Who can ever love us? well that cannot be told by us, but maybe, you can speak those words for me...
ones of us don't want to know about love, Love is terrible thing, they said. It's cruel and it hurts like a million of sacred stabs right in your soul. And others said that love is meaningless, it is overestimated, nothing different to eat chocolate excessively. But I can tell that Love is more than anyone could possibly believe, because demons have also a heart and We can feel with it as much as you do. We're much more than evil's offspring like the most of people think.
But as traitor that I'm, traitor to my own kind, I can say one thing for sure. Love is horrible and beautiful at the same time. I can tell how I give up to that once, how I fought with my whole soul for other person, even more, for my enemy...how I caught her and jailed her into my room. And step by step she trapped my heart and confused my strong mind. Damn love, how can you get under my skin and fill me with happiness.
And so I betray my own kind, my father and all my kingdom, when I, the Prince of Darkness. set free the peculiar Angel, that charm my Black Heart, that Light breed...but that's a story for a next night...
just come to my Dark Kingdom, knock in the Black door and I will open the doors.
I will tell you a beautiful tale the Next Night, here, in Kingdom of Darkness.
Shaoran-X
<< Prince of Darkness >>
*I cannot breath, I cannot sleep in peace...with no control over myself I'm just insane...living to believe and dying to rest...with no motivation ...I'm but an empty vessell...tell me the reason of lies, make me understand why I must go and why I must stay, let me know why you say yes and no, let me know if you're going to break me or to save me...*
Devious Comments
Thank you very much for the image. I like it a lot. ^^
Take care
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Because they see us through degenerated eyes..."
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
anyway ^^ I want to thank you somehow so I dedicate this new image to you mein freund [link]
I hope you like it ^^
take care
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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I also posted it in my journal if you want to take a look. <3
Hope you like it!
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Because they see us through degenerated eyes..."
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I don't suffer from Insanity...
I Enjoy every minute of it! ;D
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Sí, ya sé, soy maldad pura y me encanta.
But CLAMP's starting to get TRC all screwy now, I mean come on; why the hell would "Syaoran" fall in love with the other-world version of his own mother? I hope the clone couple come out on top in the end.
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When the sun sets the night begins...but for every nightfall there is a sunrise.
~FanfictionAsylum
If you like werewolves, vampires and werepyres, then check out my Gallery: [link]
I hope you do the next part of your fanfic soon^^
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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When the sun sets the night begins...but for every nightfall there is a sunrise.
~FanfictionAsylum
If you like werewolves, vampires and werepyres, then check out my Gallery: [link]
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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When the sun sets the night begins...but for every nightfall there is a sunrise.
~FanfictionAsylum
If you like werewolves, vampires and werepyres, then check out my Gallery: [link]
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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Boku wa Shaoran-addicted desune!
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The above comments may or may not contain insanity. You have been warned.
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Vampires! *_*
Suki na Mono wa Suki Dakara Shōganai!
I really appreciate it
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
its okay^^and wow I'm just about to start middle school next year that'll be fun -_-
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Passion-Rose16(P-R16)
~♥~
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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"There's nothing either good or bad but thinking make it so"
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